I am sad and anxious. It will pass and I will be fine but sometimes it helps to write it out and say it out loud. It is what it is. My sleep has been off the last week or so which is always a dead giveaway that my anxiety isn't being managed well. Sadness … Continue reading It’s been a bit
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Big things
This morning I woke up with a plan for my day. I would have coffee, fold the sheets still in the dryer, straighten things up when I put them away, and then get down to business building the new desk I ordered for my home office/guest room. The first two items went swimmingly. I even … Continue reading Big things
Thursday thoughts
It's been a very long day. It started early and ended late. I worked hard. Then I FaceTimed with my niece and nephews, helped another niece order a birthday present for her Mom, and taught my parents to download and then use Zoom on their iPads over the phone. I've struggled with depression since I … Continue reading Thursday thoughts
I almost missed posting today
I’m writing this on my phone in bed. Because today I hit my edge. I couldn’t even talk to M about where my mind was without weeping. And that was before 10 am. I pushed through and worked until mid afternoon and decided that pushing through wasn’t working. I’ve been doing it all week and … Continue reading I almost missed posting today
The Age-Old Question
No, not does God exist, or is there a higher power in the universe. Nothing about what's for dinner. I mean this - is it all in my head? Is this - all of this - in my head? This illness that they thought was a sinus infection but hasn't gone away after two different … Continue reading The Age-Old Question
